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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2005|02:15 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |Osaka Koi no Uta - Morning Musume]

Oh my Goth I'm happy I'm out of this phase I should been a goth (in real life) when I had this journal that would of been NICE! No but really this was a very sad time (tear-jerker) where I took part in one of the most sinful acts.....Teenage Angst. This beat the hell out of my other one the attention whoring skills were just...Amazing. Sorry I partly did use the people that commenting at this time to make myself feel better but I didn't lie about anything here I just made it seem more agnsty , depressing....angsty ...depressing...I'm going to cut myself now type of thing.

Psychological weakness was abundant here and exaggeration a few times was too. I'm sorry not borderline not psychologically ill not anything. No No Hell No. Anyway I had another one which was on the side from this one it was suppose to be free from the angst and it was except it just became another person... riverofstyx  died quickly (thank god) then went away from livejournal or writing but that wasn't helpful either because my Aquarius rising and Node says so.

chronos_typhoon  is liks the bestestes onez I evah hadz. But really you all made me nervous as hell (commenters and a few others) at the time extremely insecure and in need of some heavy drugs. (Most was this invisible fear and empathic pick ups.)

From slientbreeze Thanks everyone.

Edit 1: Sorry to cause you all (well the ones that were reading) to worry don't worry I'll be fine.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2005|03:09 pm]
[Current Mood |bouncybouncy]

YOU ARE ... DAMSEL IN DISTRESS! (Chii from Chobits)

What Kind of Anime Character Are You?
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Test Test [Jan. 28th, 2005|03:05 am]
[Current Mood |flirtyflirty]


Your Bedroom Personality Is Seductive!

You leave a lasting impression on each partner.

What this means:

In each relationship, you take the role of the seducer or seductress.

You set the scene, light the candles, and make sure a good time is had.

You are a true master when it comes to foreplay and sex.

What your lovers love about you:

You are more than a good lover - you are an expert teacher.

You show your lovers what it means to bathe in sensuality.

Turning them into seductive types once your relationship is over.

What your lovers can't stand about you:

You take the act of seduction seriously...

So seriously that quick sex is pretty much out of the quesiton.

As well as, no frills comfort sex.

What's *Your* Bedroom Personality?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2005|01:13 am]
[Current Mood |nerdynerdy]
[Current Music |ANGELUS]

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Learn the alphabet.

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Get your resolution here.
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A little about me.. [Jan. 27th, 2005|11:26 pm]
[Current Mood |touchedtouched]
[Current Music |Kaze Mo Sora Mo Kitto]

For anyone who never talked to me before or anything this entry is just to talk a little about me. I'm gay and black which sort of makes me like a double minority when I think about ti.. Anyway I love plays , emotional stuff not into all kinds of art it just depends on the mood I'm in. I'm not so much of a Sailor Moon Freak anymore but I like anime and not so much Magna. The Best plays and only plays I wacthed were from Tyler Perry( I love Madea!) , which are chirstan oriented becasue in everyone they have the religon in it and seeing that side of it really amkes me want to go back more into it but still I am a chirstan but not really anymore...(Defiantly not a religous freak) I'm a very senstive and submissive person and very bright too. I don't really like sports or I play its not for anything serious. I can't really takes it so serious even for just normal games win win win win for me its just really to play or have fun or whatever. My morals are very bright not negative like the belif pepole have that you should condem someone for who they are but love them. That doesn't work with me I accept a person for who they are and love them. For like comedains I like most of them are different but they share political view sort of Liberal Middle. I like Margaret Cho , Chirs Rock , Richard Jeni , Dave Chappelle , Ellen Degeneres and basically that's it!. For music I like J-pop but I will listen to other types of music if its on depending on how I'm feeling which alot things are based on for me and the feeling of the song of coruse too. Stuff I'm intrested in....They aren't nesscerally in order after the first three its mixed

1. Learning about myself
2. Learnings about Others
3. Psycology/ Sociology but more psycology than Social.
4. glbt rights , life , relationships (hoping to have one)
5. Civil Rights in genreal
6. Sotries of the Abused or stories of near death experiances
7. Sci-fi , Science , J-pop- (that doesn't go here does it ^^;)
8. Ways of massaging , Ways of comforting pepole.
9. Buidling close relationships (plutonic and non-plutonic
10. Astrological Signs , Personality Types , Classsifications

I'm very open to new things and that means in any subject (or mostly any) so don't be afraid to im me or anything.
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Stuff [Jan. 25th, 2005|11:22 pm]
[Current Mood |boredbored]
[Current Music |OMG I'm just so classy]

Can we say slut? Yes we can! For soem reason it reminds me of that avatar from that lazy town girl show I finally found out where it came from.
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Getting some stuff together to read [Jan. 25th, 2005|03:37 am]
[Current Mood |optimisticoptimistic]
[Current Music |Annoyig sound - Radiator]

After searching the internet and stuff like like I've got 64 pages on bpd , 47 on homosexuality and two on Others. Something to give me the a reason ro lock myself inside my dark room. I'm joking I have a doctor's appointment tommorow and school I might have to go to on wensday.....I have to think of a way to get out of it -_-; But 103 pages isn't really that much if you compare it to books and stuff anyway I think I'm going to actually go to sleep before 4:00 am today.
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Lots of New additons...again [Jan. 24th, 2005|11:56 pm]
[Current Mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[Current Music |Angelus- Hitiomi S....I can't spell it]

I've been joining a bunch of new lj communities and stuff that I thought were intresting quickly skim through some...???In other news I'm feeling estastic and just really hopeful I feel like I want to dance or something! Random Good Mood - A first! I'm hoping to find something to inspire me more and the try to bring out more good moods and maybe something artistic out of this. And just maybe I might find something I've been really loking for....(:
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Pressure and changing thigns up [Jan. 24th, 2005|02:59 pm]
[Current Mood |draineddrained]
[Current Music |Silence]

I feel like my mind is being crushed by pressure at least its better than the spinning this just makes things kind of slow and null. Empty....I'm trying to look for some new pictures I already got one Sakura but I think I should start getting moe male ones....or I'll be mistaken as a girl again but I just feel lik I'm more intune with the female ones for some reason.
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2005|04:58 am]
[Current Mood |drunkdrunk]

This was beautiful.
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