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[Aug. 18th, 2005|02:15 pm] |
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Oh my Goth I'm happy I'm out of this phase I should been a goth (in real life) when I had this journal that would of been NICE! No but really this was a very sad time (tear-jerker) where I took part in one of the most sinful acts.....Teenage Angst. This beat the hell out of my other one the attention whoring skills were just...Amazing. Sorry I partly did use the people that commenting at this time to make myself feel better but I didn't lie about anything here I just made it seem more agnsty , depressing....angsty ...depressing...I'm going to cut myself now type of thing.
Psychological weakness was abundant here and exaggeration a few times was too. I'm sorry not borderline not psychologically ill not anything. No No Hell No. Anyway I had another one which was on the side from this one it was suppose to be free from the angst and it was except it just became another person... ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) riverofstyx died quickly (thank god) then went away from livejournal or writing but that wasn't helpful either because my Aquarius rising and Node says so.
chronos_typhoon is liks the bestestes onez I evah hadz. But really you all made me nervous as hell (commenters and a few others) at the time extremely insecure and in need of some heavy drugs. (Most was this invisible fear and empathic pick ups.)
From slientbreeze Thanks everyone.
Edit 1:
Sorry to cause you all (well the ones that were reading) to worry don't worry I'll be fine. |
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| Test Test |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|03:05 am] |
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 Your Bedroom Personality Is Seductive!You leave a lasting impression on each partner.What this means:In each relationship, you take the role of the seducer or seductress. You set the scene, light the candles, and make sure a good time is had. You are a true master when it comes to foreplay and sex. What your lovers love about you:You are more than a good lover - you are an expert teacher. You show your lovers what it means to bathe in sensuality. Turning them into seductive types once your relationship is over. What your lovers can't stand about you:You take the act of seduction seriously... So seriously that quick sex is pretty much out of the quesiton. As well as, no frills comfort sex. What's *Your* Bedroom Personality?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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[Jan. 28th, 2005|01:13 am] |
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In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Learn the alphabet.
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| A little about me.. |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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For anyone who never talked to me before or anything this entry is just to talk a little about me. I'm gay and black which sort of makes me like a double minority when I think about ti.. Anyway I love plays , emotional stuff not into all kinds of art it just depends on the mood I'm in. I'm not so much of a Sailor Moon Freak anymore but I like anime and not so much Magna. The Best plays and only plays I wacthed were from Tyler Perry( I love Madea!) , which are chirstan oriented becasue in everyone they have the religon in it and seeing that side of it really amkes me want to go back more into it but still I am a chirstan but not really anymore...(Defiantly not a religous freak) I'm a very senstive and submissive person and very bright too. I don't really like sports or I play its not for anything serious. I can't really takes it so serious even for just normal games win win win win for me its just really to play or have fun or whatever. My morals are very bright not negative like the belif pepole have that you should condem someone for who they are but love them. That doesn't work with me I accept a person for who they are and love them. For like comedains I like most of them are different but they share political view sort of Liberal Middle. I like Margaret Cho , Chirs Rock , Richard Jeni , Dave Chappelle , Ellen Degeneres and basically that's it!. For music I like J-pop but I will listen to other types of music if its on depending on how I'm feeling which alot things are based on for me and the feeling of the song of coruse too. Stuff I'm intrested in....They aren't nesscerally in order after the first three its mixed
1. Learning about myself
2. Learnings about Others
3. Psycology/ Sociology but more psycology than Social.
4. glbt rights , life , relationships (hoping to have one)
5. Civil Rights in genreal
6. Sotries of the Abused or stories of near death experiances
7. Sci-fi , Science , J-pop- (that doesn't go here does it ^^;)
8. Ways of massaging , Ways of comforting pepole.
9. Buidling close relationships (plutonic and non-plutonic
10. Astrological Signs , Personality Types , Classsifications
I'm very open to new things and that means in any subject (or mostly any) so don't be afraid to im me or anything. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
Can we say slut? Yes we can! For soem reason it reminds me of that avatar from that lazy town girl show I finally found out where it came from. |
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| Getting some stuff together to read |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|03:37 am] |
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After searching the internet and stuff like like I've got 64 pages on bpd , 47 on homosexuality and two on Others. Something to give me the a reason ro lock myself inside my dark room. I'm joking I have a doctor's appointment tommorow and school I might have to go to on wensday.....I have to think of a way to get out of it -_-; But 103 pages isn't really that much if you compare it to books and stuff anyway I think I'm going to actually go to sleep before 4:00 am today. |
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| Lots of New additons...again |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|11:56 pm] |
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| | Angelus- Hitiomi S....I can't spell it | ] |
I've been joining a bunch of new lj communities and stuff that I thought were intresting quickly skim through some...???In other news I'm feeling estastic and just really hopeful I feel like I want to dance or something! Random Good Mood - A first! I'm hoping to find something to inspire me more and the try to bring out more good moods and maybe something artistic out of this. And just maybe I might find something I've been really loking for....(: |
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| Pressure and changing thigns up |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
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I feel like my mind is being crushed by pressure at least its better than the spinning this just makes things kind of slow and null. Empty....I'm trying to look for some new pictures I already got one Sakura but I think I should start getting moe male ones....or I'll be mistaken as a girl again but I just feel lik I'm more intune with the female ones for some reason. |
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| Quiz time! I'm bored..... I-need-something- to-do |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|02:42 am] |
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 | You scored as Sailor Saturn. You are mysteriouis, enjoy reading and like the colour purple. You use your silence to attack others. You are able to defend yourself against most things.
Sailor Saturn | | 100% | Sailor Mercury | | 92% | Sailor Moon | | 83% | Sailor Jupiter | | 67% | Sailor Neptune | | 50% | Sailor Uranus. | | 50% | Sailor Venus | | 50% | Sailor Chibi Moon | | 33% | Sailor Mars | | 25% | Sailor Pluto | | 25% | </td>
Which Sailor Moon character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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I sound so dumb and uneducated.......anyway anyone know any kind of pyscology sites I could go to I need some stuff to read at home since i'm not doing much else...I might play DDR though. |
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| one of those post I've been talking about.... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|03:18 am] |
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The day that caught my asthma attack basically I was helpless (mostly becasue I could't breath...) and was forced to take the bus while I could of rode in the car.....why? Becasue my father did't care and said I should did and it was good for me which wasn't to suprising to me but this is just another reason I have to extremely dislike him insted h deicded to go wash some clothes it seemed so much more important for some reason.And then has the nerve to ask do I love him........-_-; Its annnoying I just want him to stay away which is going good now becasue he's always at work but sooner or later he's going to come back and try to force me to be with "the family"/////It makes no sense at all...And my spinning attack got worse like my asthma the same amount of pressure that trigger my first asthma attack was on my head and for some reason made me act tottaly different I was just angery for no reason and stress .....and I'm getting a headche trying to think into it so i won't....for now. |
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| Quiz...Untill I feel like writing about some more serious things... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|02:56 am] |
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You Are 14 Years Old |
14
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| Getting new pepole |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|02:16 am] |
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For some reason I'm feeling the need to meet some new online pepole more like me with different problems different types not just anyone though...The spinning stopped which is good...I have to start getting back to writing or something it feels like something is missing.... |
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| Disorders |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|04:25 pm] |
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| | ANGELUS - Hitomi Shimatani | ] |
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[Jan. 20th, 2005|05:35 pm] |
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Eating half of gallon of Ice cream...... |
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| A few post I'll be making ....sooner or later... (There not current though) |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|03:29 am] |
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I'm finally out of the hospital! I got discharged today and hopefully it'll be another three or more years until I go back to the hospital again. I have to start taking my asthma medicine readjust and find away to purge myself from stress Its happening so easy now because I think I haven't been home much and the spinning and thrown around thoughts keep hurting my head....I wish there was something I could do to get rid of this.....Anyway I'm close to finsihing the second half and then my first part should ve done. ayeeee I'm so bored and kind of in a hateful mood could washing clothes be that much more inportant that than someone's life? |
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| My Chest....hurts... |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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I feel so sick I should't had put the aircondition on in the winter......I can barely breath and still its something i suppose to handle like its not big deal I'm use to this though so I guess...And question can taking too mny vitmans ( the adult ones) be bad for you? I took a bunch of this pills they were just vitman C thought but only said to take four daily. My brother is suck an idiot! |
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